OMG, yesterday was sooooo difficult, even with the best will in the world that was really hard.

The sachets tasted foul........if someone was to ask me whether I’d recommend they did it, I’m not sure whether I could promote it with any justice!
The one that was most edible was the chicken soup and I’d give that a 4/10! I spent the entire day reminding myself why I’m doing it and with that in mind, I pinched my nose and downed the stuff.

I managed to stomach all of the strawberry for breakfast until the final 3 gulps, when my gag reflex kicked in and I knew that was my lot for that one, I made myself a vanilla shake for lunch, I decided to make it with hot water and added coffee and two sweeteners and I managed to finish the whole mug, toward the end it had got a bit cold and started to thicken but I did manage the lot. For dinner I made the chicken soup and as I said above that was ok. To drink all the water was very difficult, I only managed around 2 liters which is half of what I should be drinking. So I need to improve that today.

I’m almost scared to have a shake this morning because I know how difficult it’s going to be. I’m glad I’m doing this diary actually, in a strange way it’s quite therapeutic to know my experience can be shared. This is very real and I’m going to be honest, this is only going to get tougher over the next few days when the ‘starvation’ feeling kicks in. they say it normally happens 3 days in…...I’m sure I’m feeling it already!! LOL.

I just keep thinking; when I get weighted next Monday, I’m sure if I’ve lost it’ll make this process a whole lot easier.

I’ll update you all tomorrow with how the day went!