hi everyone

thoughti would try your forum, im so fd up of yo yoing. Im 35 and spent most of my adult life fighting weight, as the only girl with 3 very slim brothers. I married my lovely husband in july loosing 2 and half stone, now nearly 5 months on i have put back on a sone and half. I got to under 12 for my wedding which looks not to bad as im a tall girl. Today i hate myself for being so weak, wish i could get my brain to get that its got to be a change forever.

thats me: