im 18 and 5'9, weighing 14 stone. Im so depressed at my weight.. no-one really describes me as fat but just big, i see myself as horribly fat and i just want to loose as much as i can before christmas. im at my first term at uni so i want to go home and have lost atleast a stone. Its hard cos im on a tight budget, and my cooking skills are extremely limited. I just am desperate to try anything. I've started exercising, doing the jordan workout everyday and i just need some motivation.