Ok, so i have decided to start a journal on here to try and help motivate myself, mainly to do some exercise more than the healthy eating.
I started a calorie controlled diet on Monday this week ( 19/01/09 ) and although i havent done any actual exercise, i have done my back garden ( digging, etc ) that took me 3 hours and i have played on the wii for about half an hour. Which is more than i have done in a while! lol 8-)
I am usually very active anyway, running around after the kids etc. And i only watch about an hour of tv a day, so i dont sit on my butt doing nothing all day. I must just eat more calories than i use most days, hence the weight gain.
Also i dont have a problem with meals, i like most healthy food & fruit etc. But i tend to snack, especially in the night from 7.30pm onwards when the kids have gone to bed and i start to wind down. So i'll be trying to stop this, or at least to eat things that dont have loads of fat and calories in them.
I intend to have 1 cheat meal a week on a saturday night, plus a bar of chocolate to keep me sane for desert! lmao
Before i had kids i was a size 10-12, i am now more a 12-14 ( def more the 14! ) much to my disgust.
I'm not going to actually post my weight, as i dont feel comfortable with it, but i will post my weight loss as i go along.
My target is going to be a holiday we have booked in May, and i want to have lost at least a stone by the time we go away.
Main reasons for putting on weight have been:
1/ no exercise
2/ over eating of junk food ( mainly chocolate, esp over xmas )
3/ no motivation to lose the weight
But i feel so crappy all the time lately, with my confidence at an all time low that something has to be done, and no-one is going
to do it for me!
So wish me luck, and i will update this as regularly as possible.
Gem :-)



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